Name is Melissa and Iβm from Alaska. I read, color, watch a lot of netflix&hulu. I enjoy many outdoor activities.
I am obsessed with the songs love me like you do by ellie goulding and thinking out loud by Ed sheeran ❤️💜😊😍
I constantly tell myself βIβm doneβ but then I find myself trying again.
He still loves without makeup on.
He still loves me even though my hair is everywhere in his house and it drives him crazy.
He still loves me even when I’m insecure.
He still loves me when I have food falling out of my mouth.
He still loves me when I’m acting crazy.
He still loves me when I steal the bed and covers.
He still loves me when I have a huge pimple.
He still loves me when I’m utterly unlovable.
I used to be scared that someone wouldn’t love me for all these parts.
Until he stumbled across my path.
And,
He still loves me.
But I donβt want small talk. Text me, and without saying hello, tell me why you got so angry at your sister this morning. Tell me why you have a scar shaped like Europe on the left side of your neck. Send me paragraphs about the time you spent at your grandmotherβs house that one summer. Call me when Iβm half asleep and tell me why you believe in God. Tell me about the first time you saw your dad cry. Go on for hours about things that may not seem important because I promise that Iβll be hanging on to every word you say. Tell me everything. I donβt want someone who just talks about the weather.
I donβt need someone perfect. I need someone who loves me, respects me, cares for me, understands me.
I’m insecure.
I need constant reassurance.
Reassurance that you will be there for me, that you won’t leave like they all have.
I need reassurance because of the thoughts, the fucked up scenarios that I construct in my own mind.
I need you to say you won’t give up on me.
Tell me you won’t leave.
Promise you’ll be there.
It’s not because I don’t believe in you; it’s because I don’t believe in me.
i honestly just need someone to come into my life that really genuinely cares about me and wants to sit and have long conversations about things that actually matter and wants to go on adventures late at night and wants to be there for me at my lowest points and celebrate with me at my highest points and just be the rock that keeps me going when life gets rough
I donβt care how far you are from me, or how long itβs been since weβve talked. I donβt care how mad I got at you, or how mad youβve been at me. Youβre still what matters most to me, and Iβm never going to give that up.
d0nuts-hbu
im-prada--u-nada
cant wait until i get cuddled to sleep every night by the love of my life
